It's gonna be a long i suppose,
so much have been happening around me,
which have left me restless, pathetic and worried & yes sometimes angry,
angry with why things always have to end up this way....
despite the fact that, aft so much of ups and downs, just when the future seemed shining,
one or another leads to an emotional roller coaster, which seems to be never ending
honestly, i don't know if you deserve this,
i have always seen you as a strong girl,
someone who can stay through thick and thin,
little did i know that you were so fragile,
what turned your character this weak?
i really respect seeing you despite all the heartbreaking moments,
staying true to your love, THIS LOVE.
never have i seen you this determined when it comes to your love issues,
seeing you this serious and not getting appreciated is what makes me feel more worried,
i wont blame others for bringing you to this stage,
we don't know what problem they are having, and its not fair to accuse them i realized,
i sincerely hope that the least they do is understand you and open to YOU at least,
just so to make your wait worthwhile, and like they wish for a new beginning
and also for like for claiming to save the r/s
i am going to have my hopes high darling, just for you
i feel that you need some encouragement
after all that harsh words you heard from everyone including me
nevermind, what ever i said,
dont care what others say,
you just stay positive, i am going to too :)
lets all hope that things will change for the better :))
as for Aelfric,
i am so sorry for whatever i had said wrongly,
i did not mean to look what ever you said or did in a pessimistic way,
i got too emotional about my friend like you said,
yes i shouldn't have done that, because you are my friend too
but just imagine if you see your friends going through shit
would you keep quite? even if you do, one day you will just burst,
like how i did?! hmm, sorry da once again.
i really hope you will be back soon,
refreshed, recharged like the hyper happy Aelfric i first talked to..
I dont know if you realize that we miss you, loads and loads.
yes you have a busy life, and many problems where you are facing alone,
to add on, you have a boyfriend whom you have to share your time with,
not going to emphasize on the point that, you suddenly went missing,
perhaps we too had, but where were you when you were most needed?
when you were going through problems,
i believe that you were not abandoned alone to fence for yourslef,
nevermind, thats not the point.
the point is, we are very happy seeing you happy already..
after seeing you suffere for so long, finally can see many smiles on your face,
you are blessed to have met him, who turns out to be really a sweetypie,
we know that he will keep you happy and satisfied, so thats enough da
at one point or another, i guess drifts are inevitable..
but yes, you ask us anytime, WE MISS YOU ALL THE TIME,
THE THOUGHT NEVER GOES AWAY, & YES WE LOVE YOU VERY MUCH :)
and like FINALLY,
after waiting for weeks and days,
i will be flying off to INDIA for my sister's wedding,
6 dec to 31 dec, is like really a long break,
much deserved i think,
i really cant wait to see my family and relatives down there,
its been 3 years since i last saw them,
and a couple of newcomers to the family, my nieces and nephews :)
i am an aunty so soon can?
LOL, going to miss my dearies loads :)
i promise to get some souveniors ok?
i want good news when i come back!
you know what i mean :p
Friday, December 5, 2008
3:41 PM
Happy Holidays to ME!!!
countdown time check : less than 20 hours :)
ROSEY ESCAPE TO INDIA :p
LOL!!!
I CANNOT WAIT CAN?
<3
9:36 AM
Dedicated to my 2 top favorites, thank you :)
MISS HARUNA ELANGOVAN & MR KWAN CHUN SANG
1. explain your relationship status:
Attached :)
2. name a lyric from the last song you listened to:
Hindi, dont know translation
3. what did you wear today?
Tudong wif butterfly brooch, Punjabi suit
4. do you wear contact lenses or glasses?
none
5. how many windows are open on your computer?
3 windows
6. what are you doing after this?
2nd breakout, gonna watch movie
7. where did you get the shirt you are wearing?
Geylang serai
8. do you like to cuddle?
aww, sure i love to..
9. which one of your cousins is closest to you in age?
Neesha Jabbar
10. do you like someone? does his/her name start with A, B, D, K, M, C, or J?
YES. Ansari <3
11. do you like hugs?
Willingly
12. are you a loud person?
its like thunder
13. look to your left, what do you see?
Laptops, chargers, door
14. what is one thing you would love to happen tomorrow?
seeing MY FAMILY!!!
15. would your parents be mad if you came home smashed?
200% Dead
16. have you ever had a crush on your siblings friend?
Never
17. does it matter to you if your bf/gf smokes?
i would mind for their health sake
18. do you think you have made a difference in anyone's life?
It would be nice if i had..
19. is there a guy/girl that knows everything or mostly every thing about you?
my closest friends, him
20. who was that last person you had a phone call longer than 7 minutes?
Nazreen
21. how often do you hold back from saying what you are thinking?
All the time, didnt had a chance to
22. last serious hug?
yesterday :P
23. would you ever dye your hair blonde?
why not, but first let it grow first
24. is something bothering you?
Yes. she knows
25. has anyone ever told you that you have pretty eyes?
Not that i know
26. do you believe that you can change for someone?
Well, very much.
27. what time woke you up this morning?
6.15 am
28. would you go back in time to change something?
my mother's diabetes
29. is it hard leaving people behind?
ALWAYS hard
30. what are you excited for?
My trip tomorrow for my sis wedding :)))
31. who was the last missed call from?
Ans Chellam
32. what was the last thing you spent your money on?
Milk Tea & chicken drumlets
33. is there one song that reminds you of the whole summer?
April Mathathil..
34. what are you doing right now?
typing?
35. can you handle the truth?
i have to right?
36. how's your life lately?
Lovey Dovey LOVE
37. when's the last time you did something you knew was wrong?
Lying about something
38. do you hate being alone?
i dont mind, part of me
39. where were you last night?
At my comfy bed
40. last non-alcoholic beverage consumed?
Milk Tea
41. think back to the last person you held hands with, would you kiss them?
I wont think twice
42. when did you first get Myspace?
Boo myspace
43. are you drifting away from any friends?
Nopes, i cannot bear to
44. what are you listening to?
Krishana Dasi- Sigaram Paarthaai
45. what are you doing tonight?
Finish off last min packing,
46. does the last person who put their arm around you mean anything to you?
I share my Life with him.
47. are you wearing socks?
No
48. do you have anything in your pockets right now?
No
49. who's your last text from?
Ans Chellam
50. are you comfortable with answering personal questions?
Sometimes
51. ever kissed someone who smokes?
Never before
52. someone on your mind right now?
Haruna
53. would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
Nopes
54. who was the last person to sit on your bed?
Me of course!
55. where were you at 2:02 this morning?
dreaming in sleep
56. did you go to sleep last night smiling?
i dont know
57. anyone told you a secret this week?
I dont think so
58. when was the last time you bought something?
Last week
59. do you play an instrument?
Nopes
60. what's your favourite number? list down the people you would like to sabo according to you favourite number.
1
I am a kind soul who dont wish to SABO though :)
Thursday, December 4, 2008
9:28 AM
Time really flies,
it's my 3rd year anniversary with you..
we known each other for 4 years already,
you have become an inevitable part of my life.
the bond we share is becoming stronger each year,
i am glad that you are here with me this very minute,
and will always be there for me..
i believe in our love, our destiny!!
my LOVE for you is INFINITE darling :)
Love is nothing,
Without a kiss.
Love is everything,
When you feel like this.
Love is precious,
When they mean everything to you.
Love is painful,
When they're not with you.
Love is priceless,
The true kind can't be bought.
Love is life...
When it's all you've got.
Happy 3rd year anniversary dear,
Love loads :)
Without a kiss.
Love is everything,
When you feel like this.
Love is precious,
When they mean everything to you.
Love is painful,
When they're not with you.
Love is priceless,
The true kind can't be bought.
Love is life...
When it's all you've got.
Happy 3rd year anniversary dear,
Love loads :)
Wednesday, December 3, 2008
8:23 PM
Happy Birthday to my dearest!!!!!
you know i love you :P
<3 <3<3<3<3<3<3
you know i love you :P
<3 <3<3<3<3<3<3
Monday, December 1, 2008
9:49 PM
Yay saw siva after so long, Haruna jealous of us :P
thanks to Haruna, who got me hooked to the random quizzes,
the responses are amazingly funny, till we were laughing like some jack asses. lol
i shall not say anything about the answers, hahaha
lucky only 2 of us in class if not, i think we would have been chased out...
anyway i tried some of the other quizzes,
one was very interesting :)
so i thought about blogging it,
click on the quiz tittle to try out :P
Your Love Life is Like Casablanca |
 "Kiss me. Kiss me as if it were the last time." For you, love is never finished. If you've loved someone once, you'll always love them. You're an old fashioned romantic... even if your relationships don't end up as romantic as you'd like. Your love style: Traditional and understated Your Hollywood Ending Will Be: Complicated and ambiguous |
I love the many moments, we are spending together :)
i really dont know what i would do without you,
you know me inside out, like no one ever does,
i love the fact that, no matter what, i can turn to you and burst out,
be it in anger, in disappointment, in humiliation or just pure love :)
you wont make me feel inferior, like how others do sometimes.
your support mean ALOT to me darling,
my I LOVE YOU means loads :)
