i feel so much at ease now....
only after tagging that bastard JASON, (note: not only bastard!!!!)
i tagged him in the name of (i am rose)
really screwd him, tats what i think
serves him right !
no one had the right to talk abt nesha at that moment
it already comes down to bitching about her
abt her private gal talks sumore!
you cannnt deny this fact nessa!
i think you had no rights to talk about her to that fucker
now you see, who suffered?
tats y give ur mouth and you get burned too!
i guess you haven understood the sarcastic comments he gave about you too!
haiz, sad la ppl,
am even sad tat ppl who tagg back in favour of him
not even knowing that he may turn back to haunt them too!
so the logic is simple,
share your stuffs with trustworthy ppl
if not.......
NESHA DEAR,
WE WILL ALWAYS BE WIF YOU!
I HATE TO SEE YOU LIKE THIS!
PLZ GET READY
YOUR JACKING INSTINCT,
FOR THOSE
WHO REALLY
DESERVE IT BACK!
Thursday, November 29, 2007
8:30 PM
2 important tasks coming right up-
- studying fer UT
- pp poster
as for my poster i am giving until weekend to wrap it up
last but not least,
about the module selection
thinking of choosing the alternative route
they seem not bad to handle
holidaes are like 2 weeks away
and i am yearning fer them already
wooohooooo
i bet i need at least that break
that break to stop coming to sch
hehe, nowadays sch is the most irritating thing i hate to the effin core!!!!!!!
HOLIDAES HOLIDAES HOLIDAES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
* ga-ga over you babe
i love you sooo much
ehehe....muakz millionz
2:35 PM
wednesdae was official clean up my room dae
reason 1- tats one dae i am at home, fully resting
so decided to tidy up my messed up room like aft forever
i think the last time i did was 3 weeks back or so
and my toilet
and the kitchen
and simply put, the whole house
was like a workout session
i felT much bettter since i had done a clean, SPARKLING CLEAN job..yippee
thursdae as of now
ma ankle sprain due to wat i donno
it painful, and i nvr go sch becoz of tat
good too, now i can study fer ut
do some notes i guess
i need to ace them
and in the mood of nth else
since now i have the perfect environment, better than in sch or aniwhere
feeling leftout.....
somehow this feelign does not wanna go away
and i was thinking i shud not be so easy and made used
i need to be alone fer sometime
soul searching is just what i am looking fer myself
*darling u make me feel much better
much appreciated
much loved
much cared
you are the only one who make me feel not alone!
i donno how i am gonna thank you....
my feelings over you cannt be described
and i decided, you will be my first priority besides ma family and studies
i guess afterall i only have you to confide in
no one else.....
much appreciated
much loved
much cared
you are the only one who make me feel not alone!
i donno how i am gonna thank you....
my feelings over you cannt be described
and i decided, you will be my first priority besides ma family and studies
i guess afterall i only have you to confide in
no one else.....
Monday, November 26, 2007
10:26 PM
SO RANDOM I KNOW, BUT I WANT THIS THINGY!
HEY MISTER, YOU NEED TO GET THIS FER ME!
:) can rite?
7:31 PM
satisfied..like the whole new look
it demostrates my feelings n behaviour
hope its not too emo
and the gal, looks stunning absolutely
i think she looks like JENNIFER LOVE HEWITT haahwt anw
btw, the 3rd cross, will not navigate anithin, i doono y :(
10:19 AM
SUFFERING FROM SERIOUS UT BLUES
9:15 AM
above: MEDHINAH --> the first destination they are going
the 2nd destination: MECCA , and yes tat is all people! imagine how crowded it is!
overall = HAJ, visiting these 2 destinations and turning like completely religious, thus they call it HAJ PILGRIMAGE :) and ya, every Muslim must go here at least once in their lifetime! financially abled of course! :)
as of 24th November,
2 pm in the afternoon ,
ma dear parents left home they are going for HAJ
which is in Saudi Arabia
flight journey approxi : 9 hours
from there to Madhinah: 4-5 hours
ps fer them:
hope you guyz will reach there safe and sound
my eyes were sore form crying the whole night
i had never been so Emo before
how i miss them
COMING HOME IS SCARY/TORTURE
LIKE NO ONE IS THERE
freaking quiet beiing there alone just leaves me memories
i miss ma mum`s shouting
dad`s nagging
and ma two sissers irritating voice plz come back all
i am now waiting fer those 32 days to come to an end!
i cannot stay alone!
i am going mad! plz plz plz!
ok shit, if i am gonna talk more, i m gonna cry more
mum i so miss u and dad too!
faster come back fast
and also do your haj well
i am praying for you 2 always at ma heart! :(
Thursday, November 22, 2007
11:46 PM
all cleared heh? like really really ah....
ok:)
i was reading evryone`s blog( like i alwaes do)
i couldn`t help but wonder how much my life is lacking
like in my blog there is only updates about daily activities
nothing special, nothing fun and nothing spicy
absolutely NOTHING
perhaps maybe,
ma blog has become my official grumbling ground :(
one word, BORING!
two word,BORING!
millionth word,FBORING!
i need some1 to inject some spice into my boring life!
if not,
i m gonna rot to death by boredom...
9:53 AM
i wanna make a vow to myself
its not hard if i try, quite easy with the dtermination word
become a punctualistic person
i have my reason to make this vow u see....
i have been LATE to class for like 4- 5 weeks out of the 9 weeks so far
and most of the lates are like 846, 850 kind of late
pathetic la, even if 1 or 2 mins is also late
or 10 or 20 mins late, its STILL late la damn
haiz, suffering from this lates syndrome is hard to recover from man seriously
its irritating to wake up so damn early to be seated in class by 830
so rosey, plz wake up earlier, try to take the 7 am 168
starting form tomoroow k? insha allah
if we have a good morning, the rest of the time in the days feels good
somehow my mind was worked up real bad
and i realized a lot of logics
and yah, i am starting to get so uncomfortable
with the bitchyness ring
i just don like it
i am not getting sensitive
its just that i dont like it
to be frank i donno how to be like that
and most importantly i dont want to!
then there wont be any difference
i guess i will just drfit to my own comfort
its take so much to actually blog down ma true feelings
i had always hesitated to share the real me
watt if someone got hurt or offended or something
but now you know what- i dont really bother so much
afterall i only have this blog but nth else to share the real me :(
with the bitchyness ring
i just don like it
i am not getting sensitive
its just that i dont like it
to be frank i donno how to be like that
and most importantly i dont want to!
then there wont be any difference
i guess i will just drfit to my own comfort
its take so much to actually blog down ma true feelings
i had always hesitated to share the real me
watt if someone got hurt or offended or something
but now you know what- i dont really bother so much
afterall i only have this blog but nth else to share the real me :(
Tuesday, November 20, 2007
12:28 PM
i really thought i lost ma ear piece which will cause me an attack if i had....
but no, ma sis found it fer me
now i wonder if she was the one who hid it
hhhhmmmm...that was random
i am bored now
even though i am online using the yandoa msn proxy
its like others are still offline
so logically there is no use
and there is the bloody gateway timeout
damn irritating
biatch biatch
hhmmmffffff
Monday, November 19, 2007
11:45 PM
chilling at mac was love
bus-sharing was love
NESHA dear was love
chit chat of hush-hush topic were love of love
bus-sharing was love
NESHA dear was love
chit chat of hush-hush topic were love of love
2:39 PM
ma latest hunts on the net....
- a nice song fer the blog, sumthin which brings out my everchanging feelings!
- a blogskin hunt fer nearly more then a week! but still cannot find one to impress me at least!
- downloading the latest songs, i need them! i need them! bored wif listening to my old songs!
- deviant art, bold& sexy & hot pictures
- themes fer my hp
- ONLINE SHOPPING fer new bags & shoes ( did i sae i got ma credit card? FINALLY! )
2:16 PM
HE drove me to school :)
and also treat me MAC breakfast! :))
sweet sweet sweet:)))))))))
i dont wanna say thnx to you and make you an outsider dear...
so no thnx, juz keep on continuing sharing/selling/giving/contributing your love 2 me only xD
and i am so gonna miss my dear dear parents/mummy& daddy
they are goin HAJ for like 35 daes ( how?????)
leavin on the 24th dec...
hope they will be back safe and sound...
i m gonna miss ma mum shouting/scolding/ and ya definately the conStant NAGGING!
living in the house without them is definately a turn off fer me to go home.....
HOME SWEET HOME, rmr guys only WIF family together...
i guess we only discover how much we love them when they are not wif us heh
but the one thing which consoles me, at least they will successfully finish a religious task...
woooooooo :)
and sat and sundaes were burnt
solely by helping out in a family functions
freakin tiring and time consuming!
so much for me planning to study fer MCB!
thinking of facing the UTs, is like endlessly falling into this endless huge pit
and staying there forever
plzzzz, i need inspiration for my UTS! pssssst!
i wonder how CS does well fer UTs , oooooopzie
MSN sucked the whole day!
couldnt sign in at all!
and maybe i should blame the RP wireless too!
damn, kept getting GATEWAY TIMEOUT!
trullllly irritating, but thanked it was lab today!
forgot to bring labcoat...
and was borrowed one..
atleast i wasnt kicked out of class la...
it was fun, not much to do, but still fun :p
Friday, November 16, 2007
12:47 AM
i am OBSESSED over this new perfume....Estée Lauder pleasures delight
i so want it....
smells hhmmmmmmmm,
like really catches the attention
juz for a sniff of it again and again
the fragrance lingers around
refusing to leave
one word
NICE
Treats to a deliciously playful new side of pleasures that's simply irresistible
smell of strawberry, flowers and kind of juicy :) i want it, dear can get it fer me?
i so want it....
smells hhmmmmmmmm,
like really catches the attention
juz for a sniff of it again and again
the fragrance lingers around
refusing to leave
one word
NICE
Treats to a deliciously playful new side of pleasures that's simply irresistible
smell of strawberry, flowers and kind of juicy :) i want it, dear can get it fer me?
Thursday, November 15, 2007
11:52 PM
This Entry is Dedicated to PIGLET
Dear Piggy,
stand brave...
i am sure all will be rite..
the stronger you are, the better fer you
i don wanna see u like this
haiz....
i am not advising you
juz felt like telling u ma feelings
avasara pattu vittayo?
haiz..i donno
Tuesday, November 13, 2007
9:08 AM
headache..the pain is killing me
so much that i have to squint ma eyes to read
haiz haiz
panadol is certainly gonna be useless
can any1 pass me multiple doses of paracetamol?
we toked crap after a long time
ma dad, ma sis & me
watched white chicks moovie,
laffing our head off
was so funny
its true,
when we laff, our sadness dissappear
wish we can be laffin alwaes
no wonder they sae laughter is the best medicine
i luv ma sis, ma dad too :)
Monday, November 12, 2007
10:41 PM
As we walk this land, Side by side, hand in hand, I know that some clouds may pass
But if we hold on tight , And love with all our might, Then the thorns in our life will never last
The roads may sometimes be unpaved, You may think that our love can not be saved
See the sunrise in the sky, Kiss the sunset as we lie, At night, I’ll never leave your side
But I know someday. I’ll be gone, and you’ll be gray, darling, wish that I could heal your pain…
Though the world out there, May be cold to all we share, I have you, to take me through the night
And if we hold on tight, stay true to all that’s right, Then baby, our love will always last…
10:32 PM
i hate goin sch nowadays
its become a chore
a chore which i feel is so unfair
i miss the 1 week break soooo much
shit i have become so addicted to grumbling!
10:28 AM
right now thoughts, stirring ma brain!
- cheeze waffle i juz ate, i can still feel the cheese melting in ma mouth
-rainy weather, miss ma bed & comforter&bolster& hugging him
-immunology = easy = not so bad= finish work fastly and furiously
-want milk tea
-wanna complete ma CE points, pathetic 4 more to finish
so checking ma outlook like fanatic mad ass
-dili delly * she is mad and talking to herself
12:22 AM
wow.....very long since i got MIA !
well let me get over this fast....
to tell the truth, i did not even touch my laptop during ma holidays
reason>
-no need to do rj
-no time to stay home
-was bzi going out EVERYDAY
-helping out at shop
so finally like aft for ever, when i visited ma dashboard,
decided to pin down some entry in my poooor darling blog !
ok i did miss u!
but isnt it a chore to keep u updated everyday!when i am too bzi even?
i am not the really faithful owner who cannot sleep unless u are updated!
another thing, i am sucker for privacy.....
i have limit in which i circle myself on what to blog and what not to....
some very private things, are just too sensitive to blog about,.....
haiz, dont worry, u are still part of me orites?
muakz millions!
lots of loves
Monday, November 5, 2007
10:27 PM
do i need this blog?