Love is a poison. And I'm drunk,my dear.

Note: lots of gumblings and mumblings ahead...
quite long winded, but i dont care :)
wish you dont have a problem:D

today was badd..not that bad,
but still bad!
firstly, i thought meeting the faci was at 1.00pm
and so i was planning to leave home at 11.15 around there..
hmm...and there haruna called to say that is meeting at 12.pm
incidentally all the while i was thinking it was bedok int..
but she said woody, so began the mad rush..
thinking i was late, and the faci will be there at 12pm too..
1st impression you see, i didnt wanna be late,
after haruna said she leaving first,
i pathetically took the cab to tampines
someone was supposed to fetch me there,
but naah, didnt turn out well either..
hence the same 168..
and when i reach woody, the others were not there yet,
and the news, tada, meeting faci oni at 1pm!!!!
$$$$cab fare gone!!!! and there i was at woody at 11.38 am.
stupidd isnt it!!!
was fucking pissed, since i was turning broke without my pay in yet!
could have saved that $$$$$ :/

and yet again the same mud rush incident when leaving after meeting
i was supposed to go for the BTT e-trial test at 4.15 pm.
by the time i left school was already 3.15 pm.
haha, no way making it to UBI in that short time..
mrt was slower than usual, even the tortise could have won the race la
common, off peak hrs does not mean, no people rite?
dumbells!
and so by the time i reached paya lebar was already 430 pm.
gone case, trial test gone!!! so the bucks down the drain again xD
so tell me, bad day isnt it?

at least the meeting turned out well
Shawnie wasnt that bad afterall,
he instant y reminded of one my yr 1 Filipino faci for one of the modules,
the accent and the way they carry themselves...
and i guess he clicked too
the most comforting thing is that,
he was not demanding like those DONT-YOU-DARE-PLAY-WIF -ME kinda facis
but then again, our project isnt that die-die kind..
putting it simple, its not a matter of life and death
just plain-DO-able type....hmmm, guess we are quite lucky la
no matter how hard a project is or easy it is,
they oni look at how WE do it,
so you do well, you score...
hopefully, everyone can get their fair share of good grades :)

1:08 AM

its unbelievable i am studying still
from early night just now
overload of FYP i guess
meeting later in the morning isnt helping either
but its good that i can concentrate on my FYP
at last!

the 2 months of holidaes realli got my brain rusty
a refreshment of yr 2 is needed b4 entering yr3
rite now am still strolling wif the report
its like sooooo blardy long
i donno if it will sunrise by the time i finish with it

great i have to rush after my meeting for my BTT e-trial test!!
& i lost my BTT book!
counting on Nasri to bring his :D
you better bring or else...(kind reminder)
already gone case for 1st time BTT
i need to pass...please i really need to...GG xD

that long talk wif you....
how nice eh :D
lets just be like this forever:)
and yet again,
sweet sorrow, i dont wanna see you again
not yet,
not now,
not anymore :)

Saturday, March 29, 2008

3:02 PM

Monday, March 24, 2008

11:09 PM

gosh and i suddenly remembered,

school is only 2 weeks away

glad eh?

hahahahahahahahhahahahhahahahah

the thought itself is driving me madddddd....

and yes, even 2 months is not enough for me,

nvm, its the last year,

prepared to face it,

and yes definately get over it,

10:35 PM

Nostalgia is best kept at heart
like how it was last time
and how i wish it to be like now

Wednesday, March 19, 2008

4:09 PM

i noe i have been a badd garL, who seldom updates
i have so much to blog about though...
butt i reallii dont have the time....
will be right back wif sOME special updateS...

i loved yesterdae deariesss:D

Sunday, March 16, 2008

10:52 PM

i have an exciting week ahead :)
so much for after having a 4-week-hardship,
but at least i get to enjoy ma next 2 weeks :))))
meeting my darlings soon soon, and i cannot wait eh :D

oh ya, and my hp died on me,
and its a good thing now,
that was how, i got my new hp :D

Thursday, March 13, 2008

2:53 PM

Reflections

ps:its not sudden,

its alwaes been inside,

just letting it Go...

theres so much things happening around me..

i feel quite late, that i had not noticed/expressed

or even shared all those happenings with the ones close to me.

It's not my fault, as i alwaes tend to keep stuffs in my heart,

never letting it go, be it good or bad.

and trust me, it really made me a loner where i can turn to no one.

reason simple, coz i never shared anythng with anyone in the first place.

so can i change this habit?i dont want this habit following me wherever i go...

its only gonna make my behaviour worst...

rite now, i am only hopin for the best..

and lets just say, i am going to stand up for myself or something

ok good, so enough of me.

i have a dedicaton ahead for 2 people, who are very special to me.

Dedication

ps:trust me,its right from my bottom of my heart..

Firstly i am not going to mention thier names,

my message is sincere, so i belive, they themselves will know who they are,

and i really want them to know, they are very special to me,

i really treasure them, thier presence.

i donno how you guys feel, but i feel i had grown closer to you now

i dont care if you all scold me, or irritate the shit out of me,

thinking now, i cannt be angry with you

its the fun and happy times, you gave me

i reallyreally enjoy your company..

the last thing i want, is for me to be a passing cloud between you..

and i know, i wont :D

Can we last forever? yes please:)

♥Rosey

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

11:51 PM

WE REACHED OUR TARGETS

WORK COMPLETED!!!!!!

feeling right now-> super duper Relieve, real Happy :)
&& planning to say goodbye to work after weds :D
the feeling of freedom is pure *Ecstasy*

and the first think, on my mind,
-sleep like a pig for the next 2 weeks of holidaes
-also am not planning to even think about my 3rd year yet
-even though my FYP creeps to my mind with high frequency :p

& suffering from random miss-my-mummy-moments :\
good that she is flying back this sat though

since its the march holidaes,
spending lots of time wiff my dearest sisterzzz...
they can be dumb, childish and irritating
but they never fail to bring an instant laughter to the most silliest things you can ever imagine!!
and i love them all the same:)))
somehow, siblings are the best to have oooodles and noodles of FUN & EXCITEMENT...
100% guaranteed eh :D
i love you darlings :D
ALWAES :P

Saturday, March 8, 2008

4:17 PM

ritesss,
dearest mummy just flew off this morning
and i am already missing her :(
thankfully at least dad is here to keep us company :D
1 week-only-but-we-miss-you-mum,
have a pleasant and safe journey mummy dearest:))

just a burning question out of curiosity,
about short tempered buggers.
anyone out there like that?
i would love to interview these "wonderful souls",
and show them what losers they are in fact.
how nice if i can get rid of the word 'short tempered'
turn out its the excuse for idiots
to get away saying, "oh its me character"
please, there is so much to character...
these people are totally spoilt brats,
who just lack a good smacking...
aww, how nice, if i could do that to you :/

i dont wanna work anymore
its nerve-wracking
i just cant take it
i think i will just disappear into the phone
if i am am ever gonna use it animore
y i am still staying?
simple isnt it,
$$$$$'
argh!!!!!!!!

Thursday, March 6, 2008

9:42 AM

the whole crappy shit thingey
is not making me feel any better
and great that now my mood just went dead
its a big deal coz if i dont have my mood
my calls are so fucking gonna suffer
and it alwaes happens,
when i try to be happy and forget about stuffs
i surely dont admire my ~~emo~~ moments,
that idiot.

Wednesday, March 5, 2008

10:53 PM

it feels good to be sick once in a while

just in time to escape from work

even if that means i am missing one day`s pay

naah, i dont care :D

so my dear bad bad cough,

even if you make me suffer,

real bad though ,

like when i ahem ahem,

the pain flows from my stomach to my throat,

till now i dont understand the medical science involved in this.

but like i said, nvm, u're forgiven

only thing, i wasted the $$ for the Doctor..

better, i shud have just rolled aroound in my bed..

sleeping my ~~ass~~ cough off :D

Tuesday, March 4, 2008

9:17 PM

i am still tired much,
after that field trip of ours,
dont imagine sightseeing or whatever,
indeed we were walking up and down around kallang river!
despite all that sufferings, we had soo much fun..
like kids, we were singing all the way, randomly :p
and the break at coffeebean was our much deserved enjoyment!
started talking crap all over again, hahah..
i donno what i would do without my hunny bunnies...
it totally made my day, to be with them all over again
i got reminded of our working days la...
lets go on another trip soon, but this time lets make the other two chickens our scapegoats :))
i love you darlings!!!

okies, i am too hungry now....
gonna tuck into my soup Tulang from Beach Road....
hahahhahahahahah.........

9:16 PM

9:13 PM

Monday, March 3, 2008

11:08 PM

8th WONDER
gorgeous, pretty, beautiful
whatever u call it...
she is one helll of a woman

how can she be soooooo good looking!!!
if there is 1 person in the world I can envy
its DEFiNATELY her,
no doubts i suppose,
and she is the envy of many others also i guess
waaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhh

9:11 PM