i am already in festive mood,
Raya is right down this weds!!!
how fast can it get?
i wanna take the rest of the week off :P
damn the uts, i have one on thurs :s
think optimistic, no more fasting, so can go lunching :D
and of course my collection$$$
another of at least 36 hours more...
HAPPY RAYA PREPARATION FOR FELLOW MUSLIMS :)
something special coming up for October 12,
Thursday, September 25, 2008
11:40 PM
gosh, its back to crazy fyp season. AGAIN.
and sorry cs, for making you count colonies alone. lol
didn't meant to busted you ok?
another day of aimless,nothing to do day :P
but the best part, meeting new people
it bangs on me, that only once in a while i meet new souls
so much to life and so much learn,
here am i, tied down by a certain something
helpless, looking on, learning loads from the lives of people around me
the irony is, i will never get to experience a NORMAL life.
Flattery and insults raise the same question: "What do you want?"
it's rather too late to regret, after damage is done"
it's rather too late to regret, after damage is done"
Monday, September 22, 2008
11:32 PM
a very long and tiring day,
felt very droopy right from the moment i exited the mrt,
lack of sleep i guess, haiz not my fault i cant sleep though :P
today was one of the noisy-easy-fun class la,
pollution control with haruna and shakthee :)
those 2 asses skipped class halfway,
the urge was high, but i didnt want to miss the easy lesson,
i stayed :)))
Haruna went to meet veena and siva,
sad i couldnt join in with the fun,
2nd time missed meeting him,
promise a next round k?
good boy:)
and i missed the idiots from the moment they left,
felt even more dread in class la,
some more, CS dalda, supposed to come school today,
wats more, we were all same team -.-
randomly, nessa came and mentioned the wed date :)
another random excitement :P
i bet she cant sleep for nuts lor..
right nessa?
and did i mention about our mini fyp meeting,
supposedly for our items, which is badly needed before wednesday..
haiz, somehow fyp turns me off :P
serious.
finally school ended,
got outta school asap,
i was going tekka for break fast,
yummy thosai was just what i needed,
the sudden urge, and glad it got fulfilled.
not knowing, haruna and gang were also there la,
just got to know that info :P
i feel like killing my reasoning faci,
that bloody butch,
gave me a my first C in the year,
because of my dim sum team!!
mfcb!!!!!!!
and i found out the reason for my dread mood,
menses came today, which means i cant fast -.-
sad, i thought my menses can wait,
its only one more week of fasting laaa.
haiz!!
MOOD: tired!!!!!
4:12 PM
omg.
self edited new skin :)
will try to update by tonight,
right now,
cant wait for the dinner outing for break fast :)
loves,
Thursday, September 18, 2008
11:36 AM
i so know that i cant go to NUS or NTU,
i wished my GPA was like above 3.5 or something
and i have classmates telling me, not to have my hopes flying high -.-
too late to realize it hey"
yes smarty, you can definately have a high class seat waiting at NUS,
specially made-to-order for your candy ass!!
people here, are trying to alter certain things which is a matter of LIFE & DEATH!
and here, you are trying to boast your-oh-so-high GPA!
ironically,
a mere imagination of my future,
application to universities, say NTU( NUS is like up there in the heavens ok!!)
Name:Fairose Begum
Institution: Republic Polytechnic --> 1st turn off
Diploma in Pharmaceutical Sciences
GPA: <> IMMEDIATE REJECT
-application is crushed, thrown into the dustbin beside.
Omy, after 3 yrs in RP, if something like THAT happens, (prone to happen)
i admit its solely my fault, maybe he is right,
its too late to realize this?
perhaps i should have imagined this damn thingey the moment i entered RP?
how i regret, for letting my dad's hopes crushed like this
so sorry, i didnt mean to whine about my performance,
i cant think of anything else,
the thought of my future hanging with no support,
just makes me go mad, i cant even sleep peacefully!
i am just preparing myself for the reality,
if private is the only option i am left with,
considering that even the thought of going overseas is a sin(according to my family)
FINE!i will make do, with the bloody private unis in sg,
alright?
Wednesday, September 17, 2008
12:16 AM
i love you mummy!
and daddy too:)
and not forgetting you ass, nazreen!
heheheh!
dont wrry mum,
i am sure your health will improve over time.
really really, promise ma.
inshyallah :)
and daddy too:)
and not forgetting you ass, nazreen!
heheheh!
dont wrry mum,
i am sure your health will improve over time.
really really, promise ma.
inshyallah :)
Monday, September 15, 2008
8:31 AM
walking up the ramp, when fasting is not good.
it leaves me panting like pink panther -.-
it leaves me panting like pink panther -.-
Sunday, September 14, 2008
10:55 PM
and life after graduation...
what has future in store for me?
i don't know...
i leave it all to Allah..
inshayallah.
what has future in store for me?
i don't know...
i leave it all to Allah..
inshayallah.
Friday, September 12, 2008
10:42 PM
Today was quality friends only time :)
really enjoyed myself, and there was not one bit of guiltiness for skipping class..
a lot of hush-hush secrets shared, letting one another into their own lives,
i truly believe that friends are the only one whom you can trust enough to share EVERYTHING..
love you darlz, i really donno what i'do without you :)
i dont care if we are gonna graduate and not see each other everyday,
i dont care if you get hitched and spend time with your bf every other day,
but i will still treasure our times together :D
after hanging aorund, we visited veena's house for ONAM festive,
i had never seen a mansionatte before, it was really nice place,
sad that they are moving out, her parents were very warm
really liked the atmosphere in her house :)
seeing her mum hanging on the phone speaking malayalam was funny,lol
there was a mini-drama awaiting me, after i left her house.
spare the details, though haruna knows :P
thanks baby, and i haven't forgotten about our new book,
1001 lies for parents/bf/teachers/friends
editors wanted: one fav choice, Nasri :P
Wednesday, September 10, 2008
2:02 PM
Monday:
class was really fun, since it was mostly known faces:)
first time same class with CS too..
faci is one sweet face, a softy in character and pretty too,
and i have to really admit,
that Pollution Control is one the easiest slack modules in SAS
finally a easy module, finally some scores for the GPA :)
met praveena darling at school,
stayed around for a while wif haruna,
somehow it really sucks to see,
2 of my closest frens going through real shitt,
whats more, nothing much can be done except let time take its course.
i really hope they will find real happiness soon.
but then again, i believe that the wait is worthwhile coz
you can really understand them over time,
and at least there is hope to turn things back right the next time round..
haiz,
Tuesday:
supposed to go for elective module,
but plans were made for meeting up with secondary school frens,
and obviously got cocked up,
nonetheless, though some didnt turn up,
i enjoyed myself, talking crap with the guys:)
caught a tamil movie, reall nice i say..
a whole suspense thriller, my favourite of all times :))
thereafter, wandered around bugis..
shopped a bit, some great findings :D
tiring but fun day heh!
ps:i still feel guilty for missing Reasoning's first lesson though
i am thankful, that i fasted at least, if not i would have missed that too laa
Today:
so here am i at shop now,
woke up only around 11,
guess what, i am preparing for break fast today :))
and i cant believe that today is already the 10th laa,
soon the whole thirty will be over, inshyallah..
and there's something about my mood these days,
i get hyper too easily, weird but its a good thing actually,
at least i dont loose my cool that easily coz of this :P
Sunday, September 7, 2008
8:51 PM
i am proud,
why?
i have been an obedient student, :)
who is studying :D
even my mum noticed lor.
LOL
and notice how fast time is flying nowadaes?
its already one week after fasting incl tonight..
soon it will be hari raya, i simply cant wait for festive season!!
its always exciting esp the visiting ad stuff :)
finally,
yes i am bored!!!!
did i mention, tats y i am blogging!!!
hahaha, i think i am going crazy crazy :)
and its a good think actually :P
Thursday, September 4, 2008
9:20 PM
First Day of school,
i am quite dread due to fasting though..
nonetheless its quite all about testing one's patience
so i am thankful that i can tahan much:)
yes thank you RP system,
thanks for giving me a new class everyday to hop on-.-
and best still i have to put up with year 2s' for todays class!
like seriously wth. did i mention?
i have classes in different blocks everyday!!
E4, E2,W5 ...haiz. irritating!
just imagine if i go to the wrong class for UT!
gone case can-.-
other than those tiny weeny complaints, i have there.
i am actually looking forward to successfully complete my third 3 yr wif a little ease.
just plainly ignoring the fact that, FYP is waiting around the corner to haunt me.
yes, it can wait. i so gonna go with the flow for it.
just a random thought,
i wish my fairy godmother will appear this very moment,
and do some magic to my past/present/future grades,
obviously to the better of course.
do you think that can happen?
pom! there goes my wish, its as though the reality needle poked it burst.
ayyy. a miracle thats all i can expect for now, not to just graduate but with quality to be specific.
enough, studies already give me headaches, i dont wanna add on!
* historical religious facts are interesting me nowadays.
i like what i am becoming into,
it's as if i am transporting to another new world of my own,
where my insecurities seem to vanish,
and i like that secure feeling, when i can strongly feel Allah is with me.
or rather i am with him.
they dont just say, God is Gracious for nothing right?
i like what i am becoming into,
it's as if i am transporting to another new world of my own,
where my insecurities seem to vanish,
and i like that secure feeling, when i can strongly feel Allah is with me.
or rather i am with him.
they dont just say, God is Gracious for nothing right?