rotting at home, really rotting!
nothing to do, and it is soo boring!!
loading some movies, which dont seem to load any sooner though,
i AM BORED!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
cannot wait for next sat, i will be flying off.yipppe!!!!!!
Friday, November 28, 2008
11:15 PM
i miss haruna,
loads and loads,
not seeing her face does have a major impact on me, really
UT was a killer man.
grades will be killer too i think!
so rj question of the day.
which supernatural power will you like to have?
i said mind reading like sookie.
i wonder what others would want to have?
especially my escuadra,siva, veena all?
might turn out to be interesting eh :)
anyways,
i found this webby.
which nasri and cs claim they have seen,
well, its a vampire name genarator,
you type in your full name choose your gender.
and tada, your vampire name appears!!
they give you the meaning and your role also :P
here is mine,
Fairose Begum
The Great Archives determine you to have gone by the identity:
Gwendolyn du Coudray
Gwendolyn du Coudray
Known in some parts of the world as:
Venus of All Hallows
Venus of All Hallows
The Great Archives Record:
This one prays to a God who does not listen.
you want to know yours?
go on, click here !!!
try okays?
its fun.
ps: true blood lovers, dont get intimidated by vampirism though:P
This one prays to a God who does not listen.
you want to know yours?
go on, click here !!!
try okays?
its fun.
ps: true blood lovers, dont get intimidated by vampirism though:P
Wednesday, November 26, 2008
9:03 PM
FYP was all good :)
well maybe for the very first one, who screwed us mildly.
but 5 over 6, all positive, nothing much to worry about eh :P
and i think Shaun is cool, talking cock with us instead of letting us present la
bugger said we shall go for lunch next wednesday :)
sure going to miss him!
even now i cant believe FYP is over :P
Banquet Chicken Rice was heaven :)
it was a good treat to relieve the stress eh,
more more okay?
met veena aft that, for a short while only though
haruna and veena left shortly
while i left wif nessa darling.
i dont have any rights i think.
Tuesday, November 25, 2008
10:08 PM
yay! finally the FYP big day eyyy!
though i am not as nervous as the previous time,
i cant for tomorrow to be over, then its OVER!!
yes yes yes!!!!
class today was a bore, with eqautions and math about pollution?
wtf, its lame coz none of us are really gonna calculate what damn shit it is polluted with.
lolz, the faci is nice, so yea worth going class just for her :)
&& i am loading TWILIGHT movie
jsut wish it could load faster, then i can watch it after presentation tomorrow,
it will be a nice relaxant though i still have true blood finale to catch up with
stupid com laggs halfway and its irritating!
and my right thumb is swollen due to extensive ps2
which i know is bad but i really need to finish the races,
so that keeps me going, and yea i am almost there,
a total of 2 hours spent on ps2 everyday after school :P
need for speed is love <3
Monday, November 24, 2008
2:56 PM
GUESS WAY?
POSTER is going to be printed today :)
i am proud of my K- TOWN!!!
Let's Rock the presentation yea:)
10:40 AM
i thought i really need to blog about Haruna's house visit.
what shall i say?
it was a splendid one,
main specialty: Her mummy cooking!! shiok can?
and ya, she said that she will share the recipes with me :)
yay yay !
and it was delight to see all the others out there,
nessa looked pretty with the make up,
and first time i saw shakthee in full indian tradition doll like that :P
veena and haruna were wearing same kind of designer Punjabi suits, nice
sarah sweet as always, even though she and nessa were wearing casual..
the guys come like going market like that lor, why ah? lol
did i mention?
Haruna's Bros are SO CUTE !!!!
like mini harunas like that, and they were on a mission to win her in UNO!
so cute la, the way they do undertable work!!!
her family is so warm and loving especially her mum,
a feeling like can open up to her that kind...
i kept loosing at the games,
and nasri keep emphasizing that i will lose, and i did!!!
paiseh laa....
haha, in the end i had an amazing time!
i love my escuadra, veena and raj is a sweety pie!!!
right now i cant wait for the fyp to be over :)
and we have a lunch to celebrate that,
plus nasri's birthday dinner :)
YAY!
PS: pictures, not with me:)
look around k?
lol
Thursday, November 13, 2008
9:55 AM
so you just fly off,
and dont even call to let me know that you landed safely?
disappointed wif you guys. i dont think a freaking call will hurt ur freaking egos.
Home alone forever izzit?
irritated in class,
faci said no food in class
i am not paying attention either
not concentrating in class
editing report, which i dont know how to
in an empty classroom now blogging
if being alone is not enough,
right i will never get tired of it
a fucking ut later,
donno wat i am typing
pissed,
i miss haruna, i need her right now
realized that i am too dependant on her already
bla bla bla,
trust me i can go whining
but i rather keep shut
and let the anger out
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liek i said i donno wat i am typing!
:s
Sunday, November 9, 2008
5:05 PM
a stressed week ahead,
and not slightly worried even
more like i am not bothering myself with the dumb report
will be done by today, hopefully i can mail the draft to shaun by tomorrow yea
and i am missing my lovely girls
like loads and loads.
&& i wished i was there at V's Sakura Meetup :(
i missed them too :)
nvm, soon soon another day okay?
i believe i have to do something about my blog:
1) post regularly
2) change blogskin
3) again post regularly
4) maintain, without going missing every other day
LOL. see how la
no mood also
lalalalalalallalalalall
Wednesday, November 5, 2008
9:24 PM
i love when its a classic girls meet up :)))
veena, haruna and shakthee came over,
supposed to go east coast, where they were planning to drink
brainwashed them to come bedok :P
i loved the surprise ben&jerry's darlings!!!!
thank you loads and loads :)
i had to chase them halfway though, sorry ok?
nonetheless, it is always truckloads fun when seeing them :)
the lovely girls whom i treasure
love love love love love love <3
report is like so-so getting done,
though not active like nessa all
lol, if she was in the same team i will steal her report lor
:P
and chun sang also! who finished i think!
UNFAIR.
i dont have inspiration,
or is that just an excuse
whatever!!!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, November 4, 2008
12:16 AM
will things never ever change?
you proved me wrong again
i swear, for one freaking moment, i felt so relieved and truckloads glad
but you just have to break it, don't you?
somehow you dont understand that my whole life is a fake infront of you
i cannot be myself.
i cannot tell you how i am feeling.
i am faking it like i am happy
deep down, i am so angry
so very hurt
WHY, is the only word i can ask myself
and why is that sorrow loves to built up in my heart?
i try to let it go,
just cannot find a moment,
or at least a person whom i can share to
i badly wish for i had a soulmate confidante right now,
someone who'll provide me a listening ear,
and lend me a shoulder to cry on
very badly.
thinking of deleting this blog thingey.
wats the use anyway?
Sunday, November 2, 2008
2:52 PM
it may have been a small thing, it mattered the world to me.it made me differentiate the people around me sometimes even the smallest things matters its not easy to not to think so much, now for whatever reason, i will never look at them the same way! looks like some minor issue blown up eh? nopes, i didnt blow up neither did i do anything just stating the true facts, about how i feel.
13 more days, and one stupid presentation.
i am over with the fyp crap.
appavae, i sensed you,
ippavae, i understood you my love.
eppothumae, you are my only priority.