i had a blast with all the bitches at my house :)
real blast!
only thing,
the purpose of report doing was not met,
i havent even touch it let alone finishing it
donno why i got no mood
dont ask.
something is missing i think
or i can feel
makes me feel guilty sometimes,
angry and helpless sometimes,
why?
what can i do?
i want to go missing.right now.
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
10:11 PM
i miss watching movies now days,
too much of dramas everyday which makes me hard to follow the latest flicks.
depressing, especially for a movie maniac like me.
damn, i should stop getting caught in the
and did i mention about my sore eyes?
it got real bad just now...
time for a visit to the doctor, i donno why i dont feel like seeing one either
its like sometimes, you just want to rott sick rather than get cured?
LOL.
and FYP tomoro,
second last lab :) is the only inspiration!
the thought of getting done and over with it...
nice.
what will you do,
when you feel that,
you are not doing your part in love?
when you feel that,
you are not doing your part in love?
Monday, October 20, 2008
9:04 AM
I AM A HAPPY PUMPKIN TODAY!!!!!!!!!!!
i believe things are getting much much better :)
and its a whole new dimension in life
though i think its a little too early,
guess its the F word,
decided to go with the flow,
and appreciate the better...
i am glad, you are there with me
and yes, i love you more than you can imagine :)
hearts darling, all over :P
back to school,
i just cannot believe that i got B for Dietary supplements UT. ( i won RAYMOND. FOR ONCE)
an inspiration for me to start going to that class, like after skipping 4 lessons of it :))))
and must faithfully keep up with non-skipping attitude too :P
FYP is still hanging in the air,
logbooks need to be submitted to Shaun, by this WEEK.
good thing is that, lab is finishing latest by the holidays.
which means, its report doing time AND
it hits my head, that i HAVE NOT even TOUCHED my logbook,
let alone, student portal and REPORT!!!
too caught up in house mania i guess.
MUST DO FYP, MUST DO FYP, MUST DO FYP, MUST DO FYP!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!MUST MUST COMPLETE FYP!!!!!!!!
i just cannot believe that i got B for Dietary supplements UT. ( i won RAYMOND. FOR ONCE)
an inspiration for me to start going to that class, like after skipping 4 lessons of it :))))
and must faithfully keep up with non-skipping attitude too :P
FYP is still hanging in the air,
logbooks need to be submitted to Shaun, by this WEEK.
good thing is that, lab is finishing latest by the holidays.
which means, its report doing time AND
it hits my head, that i HAVE NOT even TOUCHED my logbook,
let alone, student portal and REPORT!!!
too caught up in house mania i guess.
MUST DO FYP, MUST DO FYP, MUST DO FYP, MUST DO FYP!!
ARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!MUST MUST COMPLETE FYP!!!!!!!!
Tuesday, October 14, 2008
10:45 AM
the pain is just too much....
empty and lonely
missing the ever sweet nostalgia
living by the memories.
empty and lonely
missing the ever sweet nostalgia
living by the memories.
Thursday, October 9, 2008
9:29 AM
i feel extremely guilty that, i cannot be the real me when i am with you...
i don't want to be an illusion baby,
i promise, i won't let anything else take over you
not anymore,
if spending all my attention on you is what you want,
so be it, you got it..
there are some things i have to sacrifice for that,
i am not being given a choice, but
i love you, so that's about it
i really hope the little things which i cant do anymore,
will not affect anything else,
it may sound easy, but for me, they are big deals...
somehow, you still understand right?
Rare Moments, where my emotions are jumbled up over many things..
one thing is for sure, you cant let your emotions take over you,
somehow you need to take over them,
if you don't, trust me, getting controlled by your emotions,
result in vast consequences, and there is no point brooding over something which is already done.
good or bad, go with the flow..
to a certain someone who will know, what is this hack about..
Thursday, October 2, 2008
9:03 AM
HAPPY EID MUBARAK,
to all my fellow Muslims.
Festive day was supposedly, a blast. to all my fellow Muslims.
great time spent with my family and loved one :)
though certain visits got onto my nerves,
all in all, still a joyous occasion
if only i can stay like this all while..
i have soooo much to blog about yesterday,
but rather keep it to myself,
adds to my most pleasant memories :)))))
Another sweet dream...
I light a candle every night
Sending wishes to my angels above
Keep him safe this man I love
Watch over him and show your light
Let him know
As I close my eyes to sleep
I am in his arms as I dream