pharma lab is plain boring
& the faci is just giving us more and more work to do..
pity us bitch, its the last lesson..
plus you are walking round and round, and checking our laptops!!!
how nice can you get?
torture for the last lesson,
cruel dumm asss!!
and y is everything so down down from morning
first was no brownie topic
that faci talked so promising that day rite?
&&who says guys cant do brownies?
trust me, they are so muchh better
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
9:34 PM
the stress of FYP and the pressure to perform well had begun
its so brain wrecking
but i guess whatever hardwork we put in,
will bear us the fruit of sheer success,
and how can i feel down with a wonderful team of energizer bunnies
being wif them just eases my heart,
bet it wil bring us closer,
and i have a mountain of hope in you guys..
we are so gonna make it :D
**am so glad things are okay.
ps:you are inevitable in my life ya know?
:)
9:12 AM
jolly well noe that i hurt ur feelings,but its alwaes best to talk it out,
it took a lot of guts to spill it all.
i would NEVER ever want this to end!
it took a lot of guts to spill it all.
i would NEVER ever want this to end!
Monday, January 28, 2008
2:29 PM
so now you need me only when you are Alone,
and then i am thrown aside when you have your Desireees,
hate it when i have to look like nobody in the end,
its alwaes you and how you feel and what you want.
enough is enough :(
and then i am thrown aside when you have your Desireees,
hate it when i have to look like nobody in the end,
its alwaes you and how you feel and what you want.
enough is enough :(
Friday, January 25, 2008
10:30 PM
well fridays are beginning to be love:D
last fri day was awesome and so was todae!
* Nurimah's burfade celeb turned to be fun-filled and photo feasting! haha
regardless the choo choo train cake was so pretty, no heart to eat, but tasted great:))
*FYP discussion is running good, turning out to be fun wif the goofy bums.
&& more fun working environments please! love ya guys :))
*seeing the gals party in full blown moods was sexay! the 2 chickens were a little taken aback, quite obvious eh gals? haha, serve them rite!! must give them more shock exposure!!! good good!!
Thursday, January 24, 2008
8:41 PM
pharma dry lab was plain borin
besides since UT was over
dont think any was in the mood to learn anw
and i donnt now y i wasnt panickin about MCB UT
maybe becoz it was the last UT of the sem
and the i-dont-care-mood just kicked in high
but not bad, MCB was do-able :)
and tata to UTs!
welcome holidaes, at least soon..
starving fer my 2 months break
really wanna physical and mental rest
thanx to the mental pressure from studies
it pains to see a good friend suffer
you need to move yourself outaa this mess
& you dont deserve this shitty treatment
as a friend, you can count on me babes:D
you need to move yourself outaa this mess
& you dont deserve this shitty treatment
as a friend, you can count on me babes:D
11:04 AM
i found this on the net...
Just goes to show how differently men and women look at things...
HER DIARY
Saturday night I thought he was acting weird. We had made plans to meet at a bar to have a drink. I was shopping with my friends all day long, so I thought he was upset at the fact that I was a bit late, but he made no comment. Conversation wasn't flowing so I suggested that we go somewhere quiet so we could talk. He agreed but he kept quiet and absent. I asked him what was wrong he said nothing. I asked him if it was my fault that he was upset. He said it had nothing to do with me and not to worry. On the way home I told him that I loved him, he simply smiled and kept driving. I can't explain his behaviour; I don't know why he didn't say I love you too. When we got home I felt as if had lost him, as if he wanted nothing to do with me anymore. He just sat there and watched TV He seemed distant and absent. Finally I decided to go to bed. About 10 minutes later he came to bed and to my surprise he responded to my caress and we made love, but I still felt that he was distracted and his thoughts where somewhere else. I decided that I could not take it anymore so I decided to confront him with the situation but he had fallen asleep. I started crying and cried until I too fell asleep. I don't know what to do. I'm almost sure that his thoughts are with someone else. My life is a disaster.
HIS DIARY
Today Chelsea lost. At least I got laid.
.
.
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:::Personal Assumption:::
Men & Women --> Diverse Mortals
Wednesday, January 23, 2008
10:57 PM
so my BTT turned out to be gone case
not exactly gone case,
but they want at least freakin 95%
which means out of 50 questions
45 correct 5 wrong
was tricky fer a multiple choice
and my retest is like APRIL!!!!
wasted la damn :((((
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
9:47 PM
sometimes i feel like stabbing you
where there your heart is
but i cant'
Monday, January 21, 2008
11:07 PM
and i wonder if there are SUPERNATURAL maniacs among us
i am one myself :D
though i have not caught the second season yet..
i have watched all episodes of first season;
insane over those 2 guys, so when i randomly spotted both wif fake tattoos;
imagine my squeal of delights!!!
better described, its my ღPleasures Delightღ
i am one myself :D
though i have not caught the second season yet..
i have watched all episodes of first season;
insane over those 2 guys, so when i randomly spotted both wif fake tattoos;
imagine my squeal of delights!!!
better described, its my ღPleasures Delightღ
soo was wondering which fella is hotter????
the thought itself makes me go ga-ga over ****
va-va-vroooom!!!!!!!
the thought itself makes me go ga-ga over ****
va-va-vroooom!!!!!!!
10:59 PM
freakin tired
arghs!!
first day of babysitting wasnt that bad.
though the kids were a bit irritating,
but i guess they are kids afterall.
if we grown buggers can irritate the shit outta others,
i will not blame those devillish angels..
at least i didnt traumatise them:)))))
&
the pay...
$10 bucks/hr is something
though the distance it like real far
bedok-->sembawang =x
hope i will get a peramanant part-time there :D
arghs!!
first day of babysitting wasnt that bad.
though the kids were a bit irritating,
but i guess they are kids afterall.
if we grown buggers can irritate the shit outta others,
i will not blame those devillish angels..
at least i didnt traumatise them:)))))
&
the pay...
$10 bucks/hr is something
though the distance it like real far
bedok-->sembawang =x
hope i will get a peramanant part-time there :D
11:03 AM
ASHLEE SIMPSON:D
i have a thing fer her laaarh
seriously super duper outrageous change of looks!!!
and as drooling as ever,
she totally looks WONDERFUL...waaaaah
see yourselves if you don believe!
yea and her plastic job is wayyy too obvious...
but i think she looks great wif her new look
at least than her sis,hmpffff ;D
8:57 AM
lack of updates lately,
well nth to update so ya :D
currently now,
job found at last:))))
part-time at childcare center
just randomly called up
they said they didnt want students
but still took my contact no.
and it did came in handy:D
yay!yay! modd lift instantly:D
Thursday, January 17, 2008
8:59 AM
my silent anguish was revealed
you know whats the emotional part?
you failed to see how important you were in my life
you failed to see that at in heart, i am carrying way too much of distress
you failed to see that i even have a heart
you failed to see that there would come point,
i just cannot take it anymore....
i give up...
but deep down,
i don`t want to
Monday, January 14, 2008
9:36 PM
wretched
feeling of misery
all over my studies
if i have to repeat this semester,
there`s even no room to doubt it
oh, die in this crap
i need to figure
a way out
9:20 AM
so much and so
it took ages fer me to recover
suffered physically
&&&
i missed the gurls
loads
and ya piggey
E35L is classic in the making
Tuesday, January 8, 2008
9:30 AM
freaking out due to severe toothy-ache
how now?
Monday, January 7, 2008
8:57 AM
stumbled upon 2 blogs through blog hopping :x
Rendezvous, really
1st shock: http://atemptressinme.blogspot.com/
an A level student
a girl
& her sexual escapades
wif pictures....
2nd shock:http://desireinsatiable.blogspot.com/
thought he was a randomly horny guy
but what ever he says do make sense
& logical issues he discuss
only thing its all about sex
contains numerous links to more similar blogs
i wondered why
some souls are blogging out there in the open
-bedroom secrets
-fantasies
-fetish
-women weakness
sexual details etc.
i pity them in a way
maybe they really needed someone to truly share their true feelings
and their blog gives them the freedom without any restriction
also some of them afraid to show their true identity to the world
and again online they can be whoever they want,
by portraying a totally different character
sexual prefrences* etc
guess its their own life
and they choose how they want it to be
but i must say
i will never have the guts
but deep down in our own hearts
we all have a living character
totally different from how we portray ourselves to be
Sunday, January 6, 2008
8:00 PM
School School, starting tomorrow
whether to be excited or dull
i dont know
though i dont have the slightest motivation to study
3 weeks of holz passed by like zooom
and there gone the christmas and 2007
here in 2008
i really hope i will see significant changes
yes firstly my studies
my top priority
and those weird tension and favoritism going around
those not so close, i -feel - like- nobody moments
staying true -must keep in touch friends
be-less-sensitive to happenings
so ya..
lets hope fer a fresh start
and i am staying optimistic :D
afterall school means
studies first
everything comes later
i understood that after like almost 2 years
:)))))))))))))
Friday, January 4, 2008
4:27 PM
life in singapore is getting tougher
like really really
y?
already wif the 7% GST
is affecting whatever we are buying/paying
from the damn hp bills, TV cable bills,gas bills
the damn house,even a dinner in a decent restaurant
all the damn things in sinagpore
i mean we may not be paying them
but still our parents are
so when we eventually pay GST
its gonna be like 14%?
no joke
on top of that
the price of food rocketed
cnnt imagine how a bloody flour and sugar
can cause fuckin food hikes now
even sweets cause 2wice the price
much less not mentioning flour products and
things with sugar
= all increase...fuckin increased
haiz,
i don wanna add on but
the idiotic oil had also becomin scarce thus causing hikes
the petrols, the diesel all higher than normal
i honestly doubt if i need my class 3 now
and i better stop taking cabs
CABS..
need i mention not
in short
bloody $3 peak hrs
&&&&& 35% of overall fare
CRAZY BUGGERS
all in all
singapore hard to cope
wif my this rp diploma
much i earn?
like max 2k?
which i guess is *ample* enough ?
great,
really awesome
ppl of SINGAPORE
the great country * coughs
the best country
the greatest DEMOCRATIC SOCIETY*coughs till got bloooood
i am indeed proud to be a citizen
really indeed
Thursday, January 3, 2008
10:20 PM
a new skin
sorry testing
testing my post
haha
testing again
hope it works
dont bother my randomness
xD
Wednesday, January 2, 2008
5:15 PM
2008
please be peaceful
please be emo-less
please be graceful
please be love-FULL
please be happy-full
with that ,
welcome to my own world
full of darkness
known not even to myself
okay
i wanna this year to be fresh one fer me
damn and really a high note plz
though i am down wif a bad flu
really devious
but no,
remainig optimistic
:D
funny visiting my blog
seems like i m reading someone else`s blog
looks empty but i can sense some tension in it
tension of what
i honestly dont know
holidaes are soon gonna be gone
sch gonna begin
i don even know if i can wake up in time fer the lessons
& my memory is zero if not to the negative already
ayyyyyy