will things never ever change?
you proved me wrong again
i swear, for one freaking moment, i felt so relieved and truckloads glad
but you just have to break it, don't you?
somehow you dont understand that my whole life is a fake infront of you
i cannot be myself.
i cannot tell you how i am feeling.
i am faking it like i am happy
deep down, i am so angry
so very hurt
WHY, is the only word i can ask myself
and why is that sorrow loves to built up in my heart?
i try to let it go,
just cannot find a moment,
or at least a person whom i can share to
i badly wish for i had a soulmate confidante right now,
someone who'll provide me a listening ear,
and lend me a shoulder to cry on
very badly.
thinking of deleting this blog thingey.
wats the use anyway?