this gloomy effect has been stuck to me..
really cannot concentrate to do anything. let alone report.
haiz, why am i feeling so shitty?!

sometimes one just cannot accept that,
certain things in life, cant be changed.
despite many desperate attempts,
even then, you are still stung by the bitter truth,
that nothing else can be done..
you just have to accept things the way they are..
what the point of wanting a palace,
when you're not living in a kingdom?

apparently, I just cannot accept the way,
my life had been controlled to be..
its like as if, the future had already been set upon,
and i am just going to go through it according to the timeline..
this is something much less than what I want in My Life.