i've been comforting myself its fate all while long.
deep down, i know its not.
bitter moments never seem to end
even you hate me eh?
expected, but its saddening. real badly.
envious.pissed.
its not a big deal, really.
izzit because, I can't be like that?
maybe thats why, i hate it so much..
when they get to enjoy sheer happiness,
experience their freedom...
i just know it never be the same with me
now is thats what you call fate?
back to square one. not nice.
it had never occurred to me before.
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